I know you'll say: F*ck!
What?! Like hell yah! what have I done?
We always knew I am the spontaneous one in that relationship. But am I really this spontanoeous? I don't know, all i know is that I really needed you and your hands to hold earlier and you and your hands weren't just there earlier and I only have myself to blame.
I don't wan't to propose a valid excuse for what I had done because in all senses it is wrong but somehow it felt so right. I raise both hands and surrended in advance to all possible curse words you could throw at me.
But P.S. #CaptainAmerica movie was really awesome, best of the #avengers. In the middle of the clip you will be forgetting it's a superhero movie, and it feel james bondnic and sherlock in some senses.
Shit what am I doing? I guess I have to stop this for a moment. Why am I writing you this?
This is not to prove to you that I really am decided in moving on or I can find a replacement easily, because it wasn't really a romatic date, but more of hey can you be my next movie buddy? We didn't even have dinner. Just movie.
Oh my God why am I so defensive? I really have to stop this.
Have to work now. Or my triple espresso shots we'll really go to waste.
Oh my God i forget to mention, we had coffee too.
But nothing really romantic. It's more of a finding a convenient meeting place for strangers knowing each other personally for the first time.
Oh my God ! Did I just mention stranger? No we're actually virtual friends for a long time.
I have to stop this. Have to work now.
P.S. This is really the last real post script for tonight: I really missed U. Nothing beats holding your hand in a theather and you checking on me every now and then if i've gotten slept. I didn't know why you always do that cause I never really sleep in a movie house, but it was really sweet. I miss you